~rhinno Toshi's BLOG: October 2010

The Story of My Life: The Final Chapter...Analyn

started around 5:30am EDST 10/7/2010
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DEDICATION

To: Analyn Cabuay

mangingibig (lover)

nobya (fiance)

hinaharap asawa (future wife)

and most importantlly my

pinakamahusay na kaibigan (best friend)

-Iniibig kita Analyn...Ikaw ang lahat sa akin

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

-Analyn..."the one that makes my world come alive"

-Analyn..."the one that makes my world go round and

whose love makes the ride worthwhile"

FORWARD/PREFACE/INTRODUCTION

10/7/2010

I woke up this morning with a thought, an idea, of something

different I wanted to do. To make a collection, a kind of diary

if you will, of poems, quotes, lyrics, illustrations, and random

thoughts that come to my mind about the most important

person in my life, the one I love the most, Analyn.

- Dean

all poems/quotes/lyrics/illustrations/thoughts originally by me (not copied)(unless noted)
story is incomplete/ongoing/not finished yet
complete date not known(i'm guessing the day I die...hehehe)

WARNING: seats and tray tables must be in upright position and PLEASE fasten your seatbelt...LOL :P

OK, READY? HERE WE GO

We Have Liftoff - First Contact ;)

LETS GO FLY A KITE TOGETHER
28; Canada[ English Profile (US) ]
Connection with Analyn from Canada
---(hehehe...I still giggle about Canada)

On 02/02/2009 07:38 pm EST, you wrote:
Hello Analyn,
My name is Dean. I came across your profile and liked what i saw.
I would like to talk with you more. Please have a look at my profile.
I hope you like it. By the way, I will be in Manila next month.
Yahoo Messenger: **********(at)yahoo(dot)com
Windows Live Messenger: ********(at)msn(dot)com
email: ********(at)msn(dot)com
Hope to hear from you soon,
Dean

Message from an Existing Connection
Received: 02/19/2009 11:37 pm EST
Connection with Analyn from Canada
On 02/19/2009 11:37 pm EST
Analyn wrote:
Looking forward to hearing from you again soon...

---and that's where it all started,
the beginning of the last chapter,
in "The Story of My Life: The Final Chapter...Analyn"

Our first chat was on 2/20/09

I asked her to be my gf on 2/22/09

-Holy Sh*t, I fell fast and hard for her :x

Our Song, If I remember correctly, she send it to me after third time we talk
When I Met You

There I was, an empty piece of a shell,
Just minding my own world;
Without even knowin' what love and life were all about
Then you came,
You brought me out of the shell;
You gave the world to me
And before I knew, there I was so in love with you

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you

I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes
I just know, I know I'm on to something good
And I'm sure, my love for you will endure
Your love will light up my world;
And take all my cares away
With the aching part of me

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you

You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love is diff'rent from the yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling I will always cherish you today
Tomorrow and forever

And I'm sure when evening comes around
I know we'll be making love like never before
My love, who could ask for more

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you

When I met you

You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you
When I met you

-Apo Hiking Society
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PXY1L8MSqY

-Salamat Analyn

If I were in Hell and you were in Heaven, I'd always look up
and be proud of you. But, if I were in Heaven and you were in Hell,
I'd ask God to send me down because
Heaven isn't Heaven without you..
- Jenna Yamat -

If i had to choose between LOViNG YOU and BREATHiNG,
I would use my last BREATH to say "I LOVE YOU " ♥♥♥
- UNKNOWN -

When I'm with you, eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,with each passing day.
This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always, I Will Love You"

- Chris Engle -

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(¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´ ¸¸.·¨¯`·. .I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER...

......(¯`v´¯)
...... •.¸.•´
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♥ LETS GO FLY A KITE TOGETHER ♥

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(='O'=)
(,,)_(,,)

I THINK YOUR PURRRFECT...

On a cold, cloudy, dreary day, thoughts of her can part the clouds
and warm my heart, spirit, and soul. She is like my own ray of
sunshine making me feel warm, safe, loved, and alive again...
- Dean Turner - 10/7/10

When the wind blows gently in the trees ,
I hear the leaves softly whispering her name.
Oh, how it is the loveliest and sweetest sound I know...
- Dean Turner - 10/7/10

Through my delightful eyes I saw YOU
   With my gentle hands I touched YOU
   With my cuddly arms I held YOU
   With my zealous lips I kissed YOU
   And
   With my devoted heart I LOVED YOU
   - Dean Turner - 10/7/10

Here is a poem I wrote for Ana a while back when we were having a few
problems. Thankfully the problems were resolved and no longer exist.
I still like the poem because it says a lot.

Memories and Dreams

When I saw you the first time
I fell in Love with you
You were everything I was looking for
Everything I dreamed of
Your face so beautiful
Your smile so sweet
With our hearts so happy
I gave you my heart and
You gave me yours

I thanked God that he brought you into my life

Then we met in your homeland
That first touch of your hand
That first hug we had
That first Kiss we shared
And the time we spent together
Were seared into my mind and my Heart

And I thanked God again that he brought you into my life

Then one day I got down on one knee
I held your hand and asked for you
To be with me forever
You answered YES
My heart skipped a beat at that moment
And then I placed a Star on your finger

And I thanked God again that he brought you into my life

Time passed
Times got tough
Things changed
But my Feelings and Love for you never changed
The promises I made I still Hope to keep

And I prayed to God for help

My Love, My Love, Please don't leave now
There is more to our lives and this love
Than what we have known

I gave you One Star
But I promise I will Chase all the Stars in the Sky
And Catch as many Stars as i can for You
For You are my "One True Star"
The Star that Lights my Way
The Star that Holds my Heart
The Star that Burns into my Soul

And I pray to God that you see

That if you open your heart and mind for me
That you won't need to rely on open eyes to see
That I will Love You Eternally
Even after the Last Star burns it self out
That You will always be in my Heart
And my Love for you will Never Fade Away

And I pray to God that

One day I can hold your hand again
and especially
One day I can hold your heart again

/(,")♥(".)
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♥ I LOVE YOU ANALYN ♥

♫♫♫ If you happen to see the most "Beautiful Girl in the World" won't you tell her that I L♥ve her♫♫♫
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIYI3rnlBes

♫♫ I don't want to walk this earth If I gotta do it solo (so-lo) ♫ ♫
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=140ImixpY7M

Thursday, October 7, 2010

The Story of My Life: The Final Chapter...Analyn